Sara's Place

When you make big life changing decisions, that can seem so permanent. Sometimes you just have to have an adventure and take risks to learn where you want to be and who you want to be with. Life is about love, laughter and living. If something isn’t working, change it. If you hate your job, quit and get a new one. If you want to travel, save your money. Do what it takes to make it work. There’s always a way to take a break, have a vacation and love your life. You just gotta do you. And love who you are.

New location, new job, new car, new phone, new number, new friends, new guys, new gratitude, new hope for the future.

I want my turn. My turn to be someone’s girl. My turn to have that someone feel so lucky to have me in their life. And me in return. I want my turn for the cheesy smiles and giggly hang out sessions..
I already have the love in my eyes and the love in his eyes returned. But why is it so hard to be with me? I don’t require a lot.. Unless you give mixed signals and I feel insecure and I get a little needy. And then you get annoyed that I get needy when all I needed was a phone call or a kind gesture. I want to feel secure.. I deserve to feel secure. That you’ll always love me. I used to feel that way. But somewhere inside of you.. You felt unworthy of me. You felt broken inside that I love you. And I’ve done all I can. All I had to offer was given to you. And it was take. For granted. Why do you succeed more when you are losing me? Or when you feel you have lost me completely? You’re not easy to love. I just want to love and to be loved with equal heads on our shoulders. Instead of pulling and giving and letting go and repeating. Love me when I love you. Because it’s ok to be loved.

Life is weird. It could be going peachy and great with love and laughter and then BAM! Shit hits the fan and you can’t Get your head on straight. You don’t know what to do or where to go. Your heart wants one thing, but something is telling you different. And then it all seems like it could be okay even if you just stuck around. And then the rage and disappointment builds up inside you and you wonder why you’re still here. Then kind words are spoken and you feel like everything is okay. And it is. If you just follow through.

Love sucks.
I never thought I’d say it. Because its such a beautiful thing. But loving that someone sucks. Until that someone or someone else becomes your someone. Hmph.

I’m thinking about being vegetarian for a month

Its about love. Not materials. A ton of money doesn’t need to be spent to show someone you love them. Its nice being with the person I love, knowing they love me, feeling content with life. I’d take that over a box of chocolates, any day.

I think too many people spend hundreds of dollars on material things, when the most important thing is to show the people around you that you love them. Words of kindness, acts of service, and legitimate caring are the best way to spread love.

All you need is love. and things will be okay.